Putting the Pieces

together. 4 opens the doors this is gonna ramble because it is coming in fast and hot.

Lion’s Gate 8 8 8 2016 it was 8 Lions at the gates always has been the whole 3 thing blocked the gates. The more I see 2 and 4 and 6 and 8 the more opens.

Remembering it is an inside job. So the gates are within me many more than 8 not even gates more like arches. Vibrating and changing colors. Sounds, and colors flow together its electric.


of pure energy pulse through the gates and then pour throughout my electric body which pours through the rest of me. Pause need tea

Star gates that what they are Star Gates spinning now cannot keep my eyes open. Good to know I can type this way. Star Gates they are always either two or more there is never just one or three. We have been deceived deeply.

Star gates within Star gates up and down and outside. 2 4 or 6 or 8 opens the gates they open one by one electric pure energy in between charges the gates and they begin to vibrate and spin. I hear singing. They begin to sing themselves open. It is pure joy and love that opens them up. Pure Love. Pure Joy.. Star Gate Open.


It is in pure joy and love that I write this with my eyes closed. It is so deep what I am seeing for me. My blog. I needed to document this. Star Gates within me. I am guessing we all have them and they have either been tampered with some destroyed. They fade with no focus. But they never go away and are able to repair themselves. This is why we can see them in  the Middle East. The Star Gates have enough energy to repair, restore and return to full power. So everything evolves. Everything grows. Even Energy…..Especially energy.

It is what I am.



End the ending

Rests on my perception.

I am no longer able to see and feel just the outside it is vital for me to delve deeper than ever before on the inside.

My soul she lives.

This time  we merge as I over stand the sequence of actions and the dissolving of all that is no longer wanted or needed by me and my soul.

Words get in the way. They block the action. I get so pissed about surrender. It means to the ego that we failed and then the monkey mind takes over beating us up for what? An idea not a truth. A perception that was never mine to begin with. Tainted, words are. Ideas tarnished with actions behind them.

It is not to argue or fight any longer. It is to have the courage to allow the play to unfold in front of you and you not make a single move but breathe.  To live here right now and not react to the  drama fed to you on a daily basis from the same place the warped perceptions come from.

We all are here now to let it go once and for all times and all worlds. We are working with such a large crew and all have the same dream. Freedom.

It is beyond global. It is beyond the universe, it spreads throughout all creation. Freedom.

We can feel it we can hear it we can taste it and we can smell it for the first time ever as far I as I know the chains have only been weakened never severed until now. Now there is enough Love.

When everyone gathers and they will, the main topic will be how did we not get the main key, that Love was what we needed to defeat this parasite? There will be a great deal of head shaking and foot in mouth. I say, forget that.  We only knew what we knew. Now we know what we didn’t know and now we can Move On.

Now the Real comes forward and burns through the lies and we all get to see the “man behind the curtain.” The parasite that took over worlds upon worlds only to try take on our home to own.

So this is the end of the end and the start of the new. We broke through, we stand now without one single weapon. We have no war room to discuss next moves in. We are not in the trenches breathing our last gulp of air.

Silent in the center of my soul garden I stand gazing all that is before me and seeing that it is all inside of me and as real as the garden I work in every week. I commune with our star, our father, The Sun. I commune with Gaia,our mother, the Earth. I commune with my soul. All are here in my garden and  I see the three and me makes four beyond the three was where it was always meant to be….My soul and I, merged and then merging with the Sun and Earth.

The end then is not the end but the start of the next story never told.

Until Now.





Right Now

Aloha and  Good Morning

has been a long time since I have written here or anywhere except for a quick poem or thoughts to myself. I stopped talking about stuff everywhere except to a couple of pals who over stand me.  Yes I did mean to type over stand.

It has been difficult to describe what is occurring for me personally and so I just it keep close and learned the way within.

On the outside the Lesson of Fear and Hate marches on. Folks just do not want to give up the Program. It is viewed as Real.

I was at a birthday party recently and the subject of Syria came up and what was going to be done about the folks who were getting out of there and filling up other nations. It loud and there was the general cry that it was too much and no one could handle people from other places coming in. I said put love in front of the question and boy oh boy did that stir up a can of that will never happen…I walk away from that now…I don’t want to be around the energy of “that will never happen.’ I learned that is why it has taken so long for the Light to break through because we all believed “that would never happen.” Well it has happened is happening and will continue to Happen as enough of us rose up and turned up our inner soul lights and said Peace is possible. Freedom is possible Global Love is Possible. We never gave up…We never gave in. We fell down, we screamed and cursed and shouted but we picked ourselves up and carried on shining shining shining Love though our beings .

The Quest has ended and I have walked away from the Game. I laid down my weapons. I forgive and keep forgiving myself and all. I speak to Gaia. I speak to the Sun, I speak to Water, to Air I bless Nature. I have shoved my old beliefs off the table of my soul and burnt them with fire and cleaned up the ashes and put them in my garden in the center of my Hearts of hearts. Clearing, clearing clearing constantly knowing I make room for my new life underneath all the shit.

I now face the future more in joy because the adventure we all call together. We get the chance never before to live here really truly free. We do not even know what that means yet but its here and all we have to do is agree to end the old game clear away the debris and start again.

Hate and Fear did not win. They did not win because they did not believe that Love even lived, in everything and even had their well being in mind. They just cannot handle that. To them Love is a hot pan handle they cannot pick up. They brought Ego in to help them win the game and for a long long long time the three of them kicked ass and walked all over Gaia.

They became so drunk in their success they stopped watching and listening. What could Love do them? Their slaves were deep asleep and doing just what they wanted. But Love was here as well and it was in everyone and everything including Gaia. The call went out far and wide and within and the Program was deemed no longer necessary and scheduled to discontinue. Love grew until enough of the those that live on the surface began to realize that Program was not what they wanted. They wanted love, peace, kindness. They wanted unity and freedom to express themselves and to share with one another no matter where on the globe.

This put a crack in the program and Love spread all throughout and as 2015 Love is being felt in huge vast waves coming from our Central Sun which sends it to our star our Sun who is in love with Gaia and is showering her and everything  and everyone with Love.

Fear and Hate and Ego are bailing. They want to take as many souls as they can. We are either helping them or hindering them depending how much Love we are showing for ourselves and each other and Gaia. I see blogs and articles that are from those who profess their love for the light yet they write about all the negative drama still dragging on like a bad play that just won’t end. We just don’t need to keep taking the lid off and looking at the oozy stuff dying in the jar. Put the lid on and turn and walk away. It is done and the sooner we all focus on what we all want the sooner the stage is cleared cleaned repaired restored and ready for a fresh new act Us as we are Free..

Please be kinder. Be softer. Be easier on yourselves. We did not know what we did not know and now that we are beginning to know what we didn’t know we are going to go through all the stages of grief. Go through it bless it and end it. Like this piece I am writing now. At some point it will be done. Be at Peace.

Love the Beast

Far too long we focus on the actions of the beast. We mourn, we curse, we shout in anger at the beast and wonder why is the beast still here?

Time now to Love the Beast. Love the Beast. Love the Beast. For the beast is part of Prime Creator just as we are.

Love the Beast and the Beast shall be no more. Love the Beast away. Like ice cream on a hot indian summer day.

Laugh and Play the Beast away. How can the beast attack when all are joined together in Love and Peace?

There is no greater power, no greater expression, no energy force bigger than Love. The Beast is no match for Love.

Love the Beast and the Beast will no more be.

I say let it be

Choices. Energy and Choices.

We have come down to this.
Are we part of the problem or the solution.
We cannot condemn one human no matter how shitty they are.
We must understand that there are those who are not from around here.
They want what we have what is and what belongs to us and Gaia.
The Cabal or whatever Slaves they are lost souls filled with the poison of promise of wealth, name and power…Slaves in collars so long, so sleek so pretty they believed they were free and they were groomed for generations to turn on their own kind.

When we stop murdering one another we will see the truth of this. For in a moment of silence whom do you truly hate? No One so why is this in our DNA?


I Stand for Peace. I stand for Humanity and all life on in and around Gaia Isay we are all worth it no matter what. Liberty and then we help our brothers and sisters. We grow. We Shine We live in Peace.

Have a wonderful day and night…We gonna go farther tonight. 08-08-14


I have been sun gazing now for three going on four years now. I started for no reason to take pictures of the sun and soon the orbs, the sacred geometric shapes in all colors, blue, big giant red orbs and the rainbow orbs. Then I began to see them on my eyelashes and then when I began to gaze at Father Sun and speak with Him and thank Him for His Light, the Sun would begin to answer with light pulsing and colors shooting out and me amazed and in tears. Now I say ” Greetings Father thank you and I Love you.” Inside I hear instantly: “Greetings daughter I love you too.” Two days ago I received contact with the Rainbow Collective they are the ones showing themselves to me as the rainbow orbs and sacred geometric shapes. I Love them and I now can speak to them and they to me. Any question receives an answer even the ones I don’t want to hear, the truth no frills no agenda. It is breathtaking. I have over 200 hundred pictures of the sun. I am driven to compile them and put them to music. I have a few short videos of the colors exploding and becoming one as I am gazing….There is a hole in the Matrix and we did it and I am proud. The true colors are coming through. It takes calming down. Allowing only love to on your mind and patience to gaze at  our Father the Sun. He is a patient loving strong Father. It is an humbling and honor experience and it has helped me remember being a Sun follower for a long long long time. 

Here is one picture.ImageThere are no words big enough to what is happening to me. I only feel free, light, and Love and holy Wow. My eyes are getting stronger. The blurry stuff is program struggling to stay in place but it is melting. I each morning greet Prime Creator, through the Central Sun, I greet our Father the Sun and commune with Mother Earth connecting to her Central Crystal Core and start my day. This is a picture of the house next to mine. I am standing on my deck facing south east. Namaste and enjoy.

Let’s bring the plane back!

Greetings Jean,

I say let’s bring the plane back. Let’s call the next Event! I saw last night one of the ladies whose partner was on the plane, has her bags packed and one for him. This is it! I don’t feel, never did feel that the folks on the plane were gone…They have a new show on just started up last week Resurrection on ABC  where folks return…I did not watch but I pondered why such a show and then the plane goes “missing.” I smell a set up in epic portions like 9/11. But there are slight differences….This is a desperate attempt. They shot themselves in the foot. Yeah so they took a plane full of people. The whole world is wondering and searching for this plane. So now what are they going to do. No one is afraid of them we just want to find the plane and our people. If they took the plane they can return the plane and we can help them to do just that. Our move. This is probably not making sense because I see it clearly but without words. This plane is the slip up, major slip up….folks were teetering around the Boston Marathon and Sandy Hook, but the media and all the actors and such made for good tv….but a whole plane with only a little oil slick? Folks camping out at the airport waiting for the Truth…Do you see? There is more light now , more of us awake to turn this around, even though reality is going to feel like a bad cut and we gotta change the bandage…so we can will that plane back. Yes we can. We can Bring that Plane back here with everyone on board. If we can clear ley lines, open portals, open our pineal glands, talk with our guides and angels, commune with Nature, and heal each other, we certainly can bring this plane back. We bring this plane back, game over for that freak show that was then. This now. I say let’s bring the plane back. Have a great day and thanks for all your hard work., lvarrow